TW: sexual assault, murder/suicide I 'woke up' and looked to the left. I saw a black figure standing in the doorway, looked like a hooded man without a face. He came closer at a very slow but determined speed. I felt that he wanted to touch me or even rape me. Side story is that I experienced such things as a child. So I felt extremely in danger since I could not go through that again. In my mind I was screaming: kill me I can not survive such a thing again, don't touch me, just kill me. But no word was able to leave my mouth. I felt as though my throat was blocked. He didn't stop moving towards me. Then I finally woke up screaming: 'please kill me' and I cried. Gives me chills whenever I think about it.