Your extremely cruel words and actions still rage on, they don’t leave. You never appreciated me or respected me, you exploited my body and my love and practically ganged up on me with another person. You profoundly damaged my system. I live in great peace. But that tragedy is always there. I know you will appreciate one of what I am saying, none of what I felt for you and none of what I gave. The grand fucked up perceptions and enormous gaslighting / psychological warfare that ensued has swept parts of me in to silence. And the hot tears still burn me. So big applause to that absolutely despicable monster who you speak to every day. She’s a danger to her clients. And you? I understand you well. I always did. I tried. But I’m afraid you left not stone unturned in your abuse of my body. You tormented me. I won’t list the ways. They are horrifying. I live in peace.