I should be dead and I should be by myself and homeless, but everything happened so quickly all in a row that lead to me meeting my wife, getting away from my hometown, and getting a house where I got married to my wife in. This was in 2 years.

I felt like something was guiding me through it all, the sheer amount of coincidences that created the situation we're in now were way too perfect. We didn't have enough money for the bus to move to where we were going to live, but the guy at the Greyhound station printed extras and gave our money back, for instance. We got a free motel room when we had no money left. When we met, it was through a job we both got because we were on MTurk for the same writing test.

There's way more, but that is what really made me think something weird is going on that I can't see. Maybe it's all just a coincidence and I don't think there's some being that is controlling everything. There will eventually be an explanation.

People tripping do talk to each other that way. When I was tripping the first time, I felt like I was connected to a chat room with the world in it when I was coming down. People were telling me it would be okay, I just needed to chill out because my ex had put me into a really bad mood but the people talking to me in my head calmed me down.

This is getting long, sorry, but yeah I dunno much about science or anything. I studied all the religion I could, and what I think is there is something to it, but it's not a God.