yeah i was raised by a single mom, i was a huge big faggot until like, now (i still am i a huge big faggot)

i'm only 18 so i dont feel that pathetic for being a virgin, i was also like a totally different person in high school. im like 5'10 and i think im pretty good looking and a lot of people have called me handsome even like friends of mine who would normally make fun of me but i literally like do not like women at all, theyre not funny or fun to be around, like yeah theyre cute/hot but holy shit, the stuff that comes out of their mouth is like fucking sewage...i cant see myself holding the average dumb iphone thot in a loving embrace

i know its really gay to say but i want a girlfriend who i can, like, relate to and who at least kind of understands what im saying...i have a few really normal friends that i have to kind of put up a front around and i dont wanna do that with a girl. idk its fucked

i get what you mean completely though. most women are really boring and talk about useless bs and its kind of a pain in the ass. maybe were just made to be alone