Personally, I would ignore my current reality because what seems to go wrong today is the result of past thoughts that manifested it. So, I'll take that as an indication of what I need to change about my thoughts and will practice mental diets and be more aware of my inner conversations. I'll keep visualizing daily then let go and go on with my day while protecting my mind of any negative thoughts and feel that my desire is mine, and feeling that it is mine. Someone gave the example of your own name or your phone : you don't keep thinking about it daily just to be sure it is yours, because you already know that it is yours. The way I feel about my desire should be the same : it is mine, no need to think about it. Just need to focus on my mental diet.