I've lost so much to this

I know the wedding's off. I called it off because essentially my mother made me do it after she and him got in a fight that she started. I don't know if the relationship is over or not. It's long distance, and he refuses to do video calls, says he isn't ready for them yet. Just texts me now. I've called a few times but one was a big fight and the other few he just seemed disconnected. He just keeps saying things like he loves me, yet he says things like it won't work the way things are and it'll take time and something has to change before he's willing to try again. I don't know. I'm just so broken right now. I lost my best friend and I don't know what to do anymore.

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