You caught me in the midst of a breakdown and I shouldn't have publicly documented my hissy fit on the internet like this. I've since deleted most of it. But it genuinely enrages me when people don't believe that I don't or can't have what they take for granted, and assume it's more probable that I actually just don't care enough about something to just "pull mahself up by muh bootstraps n' work harder fer it" and pay for it than that I've been unable to make money. I've been looking for a minimum wage job for three years to no avail. And I've never traveled in my life. I'd certainly spend the price of plane tickets for a joanna newsom show before I'd spend the same money on plane tickets if I actually had that kind of money though.