Oh trust me I know rofl. I literally had to contact a congressman to get an appoitnment that was less than a month when I told them something that meant they should have just tried to make something happen. I think most of them cared at one point. I also know what some nurses are like. If you know what I mean, that kind of person always tries to make me feel stupid. So I do my best, but I need better options right now lol. I just wanna do stuff at home that gets me money. I know I sounded crazy, but I'm just tired of everything because it doesn't make sense to me. I'm just gonna not talk to a lawyer or anything like that in a month.

I'm a nerd, so lawyers are cool to me, but I don't like talking to me. I realized at least 3 months ago that a mass tort that I thought might help in some way, wasn't gonna happen. The only reason I don't have a case, is because a Navy doctor didn't write something down after telling it to me, for some very stupid reason. I was literally halfway out the door, and he didn't even do his damn job. So I know I talk to much, but if I never talk about stuff like this, I really will do something that could end badly. I don't want to, but I am going to find a way to live and be happy. I need to shut up. I feel great mentally, but I'm in physical pain because my keyboard isn't good and I've never been able to type so much. Sorry ya'll, I think I'll just delete this tomorrow. No one will remember either way.