Yeah I know that's why I was confused to because burning people to death is Haram.

But also, regardless, the sahabah were all apparently unanimous in executing the homosexual.

And then in these Islamic websites they mention all these scholars and imams or people that say things like homosexuals must be executed because they are so wicked and cursed and disgusting and their hearts are so corrupt that they can't change. That homosexuality or sodomy is worse than MURDER and the worst of sins and I'm just SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING HATED ON.

Apparently the 11th greater sin is sodomy and the man whom is on the receiving end will be cast into hell indefinitely and eternally and etc, that my attempts at doing good deeds will be "spoiled" for committing homosexual sodomy, etc and etc and I just want everybody to shut up!

I'm tired of trying to fit into something that people are trying to make as suffocating as possible for me. I'm tired of trying to be apart of something that advocates for my execution, that deprives me of my sensory pleasure, that says that I will burn in hell indefinitely, and whatever else they throw at me. I'm tired of trying to find work-arounds and coping mechanisms to try and justify to myself why I am Muslim. I will never stop believing in Allah, but all of these things are making it so difficult for me. They don't understand. How the hell would those scholars or imams or whatever the hell would feel if they were in my shoes!

I hate my life