I've made some very sexually suggestive comments. I'm normally not a flirtatious person but in therapy I sometimes say things that surprise myself, like using words that have a highly sexual connotation or sometimes I say things with a tone and make far too much eye contact as I do it. And I don't know where it comes from, I immediately feel ashamed as soon as it happens and I pray that he didn't take it the way it sounded. It's SO humiliating and I feel so terrible that he has to sit there and be subjected to this stuff. He hasn't mentioned it but he looks uncomfortable when I do it. I replay those moments over and over in ,y head, so embarrassing ughh