When I started getting my first erections as a wee young lad i had a strange "gay" experience with one of the neighbor kids i was really good friends with and to this day im not really sure what to make of it.
We didnt like fuck but we kinda tried at one point and we both eventually threw in the towel once we clearly understood what we were doing just didnt feel right. I dont think we stopped because of the gay stigma.
And honestly at that time i didnt even know what it meant to be gay. I had never been told about it. I hadnt even heard of the word yet. At the time I remember we were both laughing about the entire ordeal taking place. Like it was some sort of game i guess.
But at some point i clearly remember us being nuts to butts and attempting some type of sexual act. But we were simply just touching skin. You know, that age when you can get your dick hard but dont quite know what to do with it yet.
But what i find strange is that ever since that crazy night I have never again had an urge to touch a dick or do whatever with a man.
And so Ive had this nagging conundrum bother me for quite some time on whether or not I really am gay because of that experience.
I guess id be called "bi-curious", but it happened at such a young age where i didnt really understand what i was doing was "wrong" or taboo or whatever. I just thought thats what kids do. They play sword fight with each others dicks and try to stick em in each other. lol. We were simply too young to understand what sex was and i dont remember wanting to stick my dick in his ass because it was gonna feel great. It was sort of a feeling like im gonna stick it in there just to see what happens kind of thing. Hence the curiosity.
I was just a little kid who didnt know what the fuck was going on.
But Im assuming OP's ex is an adult and Im guessing by that time youre fully aware of men, women, sex, homosexuality, etc , etc. and you cant really just say youre curious. I mean Id have to say by the time your an adult, if youre still curious...youre probably gay.
Now actually sticking your dick in another mans mouth?
ABSOLUTELY GAY.