I know I'm just some stranger on the internet and you didn't ask me for my advice or my input...But I really hope you hear me out. If you're doing phone sex work, it's legal. Which is great for what I'm about to suggest.

I know this is fantasy, and I've actually heard a lot of sex workers talk about the bizarre fantasies they've had to work with from clients (Like roleplaying as food or turning into a doll-sized person or your regular scat stuff???)...but these specific texts here are very concerning, not just creepy.

The generic play-rape fantasy is, "You'll struggle and fight as hard as you can, but deep down you'll like it. Deep down you love cock and you love my cock" etc. ...This person is different.

The fantasy is literally "How can I do something you don't like--against your will--that will hurt you?' The person fantasizing your AVERSION to the sex, not just a pretend-aversion. That is classic lead up to a violent rape--even if the victim isn't you. . _. This is some Joffrey--no--some Hostel shit. Putting nails in the cucumber and shoving it up your vagina? Nononono. The flavour of these texts immediately reminded both my husband and I of the texts from that big Ireland BDSM case that where the woman was murdered.

I know you're a phone sex worker, but this is pretty sketchy stuff. From some of your posts it seems like this is a money thing...But please don't put your life on the line for that. I don't even know if you can, but I'd also talk to the police about this sketchy behavior. If you don't want that, at the very least, put as much distance as you can between yourself and that guy if you can. That is just not normal (abnormal-in-a-normal-way).