I had classmates in college who called themselves as friends . They used to touch me poke me because I'm chubby and none of them where even treated me like a girl and sometimes I end up crying . The come and console me like friends and later after 2 days they kept doing this in a more sadistic way whenever i talk to someone wherever i sit . In a crowded bus back home they connored me saying I was born as a defect while I kept crying trying to hide i couldnt leave and they never left me . I went in that hellhole of a college for 4yrs and 3yrs I had to endure their pranks . Me being an idiot would believe when they apologize but later knew what drastic effect it had after college. I couldn't see anyone eye to eye contact and people whom I share my feelings of what happened in college use it against me in work which is so pathetic. My ma would never let me leave college she considered it a prestige issue that her son never graduated but she regrets it now .but I still carry this burden I'm sure none of those people carry it unless or until it happens to their kids.