Finally

I'm 20, was able to glide through school with great grades and not a second of studying, everything came easy and I'm a pretty capable person in my own honest opinion. I do agree there are people smarter than I am, and each person is my better in their own way. However, because I had such an aptitude to pick anything up, I was extremely mechanically inclined as well, I was REALLY pushed to be some aspect of an engineer or something similar.

It was such a struggle for me, probably my largest in life, to decide to have a job I like rather that one I could eventually get.

Again, I don't consider myself incredibly smart or anything, I was just one of those people everyone assumed had their life drawn out because of what I could already do