I hear you.

Sometimes i can't even breathe. It has been 2 months and i missed her so fucking much, so heartbroken.

I don't sleep.

I don't eat for days.

Lost almost 10 kg's. Everyone says i look like hell, and when i look into the mirror, i can say that they are right. And i can't tell anyone without eventually bursting into tears. I want to scream. Instead i keep my fucking mouth shut.

I can't erase our hundreds of pictures. They are all i have left.

Where ever i look, there is a memory there. I lost every bit of joy i get from life.

I am constantly falling without hitting the ground.

It is like i lost a part of me so essential, i am unable to find myself anymore. And i am feeling like i am rotting slowly.

The way this is going is... very bad. It scares the hell out of me.

Even my family doesn't know the sorrow, the despair i am in.

I loved that woman so very much. More than anyone.

I endured many hardships in life, but being without her really shook me to the core. I don't want to do this. I don't fucking want to feel this way!

This really sucks.