I feel for you mate! Keep going and stay busy. I’m struggling because she hasn’t actually done anything wrong, the fault is all mine. I have manic depression and had the absolute worst episode I have ever had. I got badly assaulted by 2 men the start of the year which left me with a fair few fractures and brain damage so that didn’t help. I was an absolute nightmare, I’ve lost my soul mate/dream woman and a lot of friends. I’m just picking up the pieces now that I’m getting better and trying to repair all the damage I’ve done.

I honestly hope things start looking up for you soon and keep going mate whatever direction you chose. Cheers for sharing