Wait, is D Portuguese? Coming from my area of the country I know a ton of Portuguese/Brazilian/Cape Verdean people to the point where they seem disproportionately lacking in media presence, other than Santos and Pasquale on Family Guy, haha. It's funny though cause I referenced Portuguese as being the spoken language of Brazil on the CPTSD sub and I immediately start thinking I sound douchey. Most people assume everyone south of the border speaks Spanish, right?

Glad the dinner was a success though! Was this some kind of special occasion or something? I wasn't clear.

I got Doordash earlier from Five Guys (does that exist out there?) and as I ate my fries, oddly enough, I DID NOT SALT. This is the first time I've ever done that willingly. Crazy. But yeah, can't afford to do that again, that place is mad expensive. And I told my dad we will wait until Tuesday to make use of the nearly $1000 we have in EBT. Not sure how it happened but I'm not questioning it.

I've basically been analyzing everything that happened yesterday. It's so hard to try and let go of the anger I had toward my mom when I KEEP FINDING OUT more shit she did. My sister apparently doesn't think it's a big deal, but impressively remembered some stuff I didn't. Most likely because she bought into my mom's bizarre logic that made sense to no one that lived outside our house.