Drugs is what helped me with my suicidal thoughts. I got once so scared of existence that I just thought "hmm maybe it's good to go through these thoughts now maybe later it'll be better. And later was :)

I advocate for safe, medicinal use. Please seek help if you feel a problematic pattern in your habits.

I used to be fascinated by drugs as a kid because they were always the stuff we weren't supposed to be having around. As I got older and as I got through times when I was physically and mentally incapable of living my life, depressed, just not functioning at all, scared of sunlight... I started to get fascinated by the idea that there are consumables in this world that we can take to ease the existential pain, whether mental or physical.