Please stop trying. You are not smart, or clever. Nobody reads your comments and feels anything but an astonishing amount of pity for you. You are wasting your own time and the time of anyone unlucky enough to scroll by one of your comments. Every day when you go to sleep I hope that you're haunted by the sheer wasteful trash you've spent so much of your life on.
No love, no acceptance, no joy, just miserable attempts at filling the pathetic void that is your day to day existence.
No matter what you do, nobody will ever love you in any way that you'd want or find meaningful, no matter how hard you try, so you can rest easy knowing that your absolute best will never be good enough. So please god, shut your worthless fucking trap. Please, consider suicide.