TIFU by coming into work on meth.

[–]sketchnetch[S] 1 point 3 hours ago  1 1/2 hours in. I am hyper-aware of my jaw. Trying not to clench my teeth. Legs a little jumpy too. Not too bad around people and I am actually pretty focused on my tasks. I am worried about the crash though. Trying not to think about it. Much. permalinksaveeditdisable inbox repliesdeletereply [–]sketchnetch[S] 1 point 3 hours ago  Leveling down...contemplating taking the Addy..pushing it back...still fairly steady. Feel a bit twitchy to be expected. Mostly psychological. A little preoccupied...a little self-conscious. Surprisingly mood is not so bad. Fortunate to be working mostly alone. this is a good thing. Although the ceiling fan seems to play a little background music that I know isn't there...but is, you know. I hate that bg music that isn't there. Sometimes I hear a conversation just out of ear-shot but it's there. Alone in a room. Actually I might take the Adderall soon after all. permalinksaveparenteditdisable inbox repliesdeletereply [–]sketchnetch[S] 1 point 2 hours ago  Yep taking the Addy 30mg...take this edge off. Music with people talking. I know it's not but it still is, you know? Gotta chill a bit. permalinksaveparenteditdisable inbox repliesdeletereply [–]sketchnetch[S] 1 point an hour ago  Didn't bring any...but wish I'd brought some. Probably best at no though. Addy is starting so hope it helps. Really preoccupied with getting home. Home will be better. Bummed out inside out right now. last fix was 2:30pm (pst)...3 hrs to go. permalinksaveparenteditdisable inbox repliesdeletereply

Addy working...no longer feeling like a lowly piece of shit. Mood has adjusted. Some food and a coffee before it kicked in. Leveling off a bit. That feeling like you have to piss worse than you have ever had to piss in your life....but you can't and only a dribble comes out of your shrunken girken. Poor pitiful little dude.

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