Paint you all with the same brush? You're assuming I am not batteling my own addictions. I'm not any different than you are, except I have never knowingly taken any illicit substances in my life (but hey, I got a 10+ year history of getting drugged with coke, x, ,k and benzos. Booksmart as in a highly abusive and hence sheltered childhood. So fucking sheltered that I married a dealer but it took me 13 years to grasp what was going on - see what the benzos were needed for? Instead of coke highs and comedowns I got myself dx as bipolar, that's how naive I am. Jokes completely on me.) We are more alike than you know, I have no room to judge. Did I mention I abuse rx pills and am a drunk?