it's 10x easier for them to fall into association.
Normal distribution function. Check it out. 10% of everyone (or in our case every situation) fall to the probability of happening to the extreme case either way. BSc in physics and astrophysics. Now imagine how deep I can go with science if I'm thinking about it. And noone understands it usually. Probably not even you, but I'll keep on typing anyway. This will serve like an ad online. Like this will always be there for someone to google it and to care about it at some level and they'll find it and understand it if investigated even for many hours even if it's morally hard thing to do to understand someone because if you will want to understand it, there's great chance you WILL understand it and it could affect or only change your life a little on how you see things.
I try to keep a steady bias until the scale goes full tilt.
Yep, exactly what I'm on about. Normal distribution. Do you feel it? The genuinity in what I'm typing?
I know it's sounds super dumb and i cant pinpoint what it is or isnt
oh. after this. Ye guilt trip. no point in that. never apologise to anyone for it. They can go fuck themeselves because I did nothing wrong. I didn't assume any of you are pieces of shit, I just told you what you were to me in life at this moment taking into account everything I've experienced. And no, karma doesn't work. It's a perfect excuse to be an asshole, just on a deeper level. So fuck it. There's no past. No future to live for, cuz it's all in our head, but we think it's not, because it is a survival instinct itself. And yes, knowing that a person thinks that KARMA EXIST will help you alot with many situations where you'll thuink you know that the person will not chicken out if you'll try to explain to someone else on some deep level what is happening, like a social stress situation where you'll be reassured if you'll find something so "insulting" to yourself, that it IS "insulting". You'll believe it now. Assuming no beginning and no end. Just now. Infinite period of time from life to death. Like, your 1 life = 1000000000 lives before if you want. Like, every thought is a new thought within itself, because noone usually understands you if isn't willing to risk on this moral rollercoaster with you?
I've watched this stuff play out for years and years with many different variables and a ridiculous number of relationships and I'm right every time. Every time. It's terrifying, it's crazy, it's stupid, but if there are any form of stakes on the line my systems are running.
literally. exactly the same. I started to pay a serious attention to it about in grade 10 when I decided to start thinking on my own. Which is about 7 years ago.
And writing all of this out, the stuff that sits in my head is fucking wild. Lol. It feels pretty good. Sorry for the rant and sounding like a lunatic, I just thought it might be interesting while on the subject.
Dude, please. I beg you. what's your skype. This shit is happening to me 1:1 with no diviations at all. i still am masmarized how well you described the deapth of me. never have i rezonated so well with life.
btw. wanna hear what decisions I made all this all fucking thoughts dance RUMBA in my head 24/7 (because I asume I'm aware of myself when I sleep). Needed prerequisite to have infinite fun in life I guess. Never gave that much thought. Simple surviving isn't that interesting to me.