Right now i'm obsessed with nude wrestling, frottage, and group homoeroticism. Places with lots of naked men, cheering, drinking, flexing, comparing body parts, I love being around people who like being naked and look good naked. Its kind of like a trophy complex, i get super turned on when i can watch and when im being watched, touched by a others. If i go to a bath house or sex party I rarely want to perform oral or anal, just walk around with a naked, show off, talk, drink, watch, and if encounter someone I want to pin them, dominate them, and climax over them with an audience drawn in. I just want to win, I show off sexually and the attention feels empowering, getting felt by voyeurs feels like spectators cheering, and I get more aroused because I want to be cheered on.

I kind of think I was raised in sports for 20 years but I grew apart from the sports community when I realized I only liked male comradery. Regardless, I like competitiveness and sportsmanship, but have zero interest in the sports but playing sports does give a rush being watched and performing on a team, have a coach/master/mentor, only thing similar to that is arena/spectating sex acts. Being trained to get bigger, stronger, harder, do what im told, chug the beer faster, by anyone of equal or greater strength than me, who I respect and want their respect excites the living shit out of me. Voyeurs massing me while i fuck someone else is amazing, its sexuak encouragement. Rivalry gives me a boner. Why i like nude wrestling. I win i want to fuck them, if i lose i want to get fucked. If someone loses too easily or gives up, I lose interest. I love power play, being challenged. I grew out out interest in normal comradery and seek regular sexual comradery. So either point me in the direction of a Spartan army I can join or a local pschy office.

I know its a superficial trophy fantasy, but I've experimented quite a bit it always comes down to showing off with strong guys, getting dominated by them or dominating someone else in a group setting as the best for me thing.