Yeah I could have worded that better. I mean that I’ve been working dead end jobs since I was 18 and haven’t had any long term goals far as career. CO will be great for me and it’s something that I’m excited and looking forward too. You’re right, I should have been straight on my original post. That’s my bad. I was thinking maybe I would get trolled or idk, not takin seriously so I said it was a friend, but yeah nah I hear what you’re saying and I appreciate your input. Most definitely I’ll be honest and transparent cuz at the end of the day, I’m not a bad dude. Made a bad decision and i own. If it keeps me from getting through the process well, that’s on me. I can only go forward tho and all I can do is , like you said, be honest and transparent and hope things fall into place. Appreciate you taking the time to reply. Have a good one!