I didn't say that though. I just said each thing comes with its own stress and problems. I'm sure if I lost my job, I'll be a lot better off than someone with $0 in savings. But it is harder to find a specialized job at this rate, it also would be for me soul crushing to know that if I lost my job I probably caused everyone else to lose their job by being subpar my job. For me that would be so heartbreaking I might not fully recover. I think it's a little like how a doctor can worry about losing a patient and take it really hard, not nearly as bad as what they go through daily (life is not getting or losing a job) but I'm just saying it's a degree of responsibility that really is quite incredible once you've experienced it in terms of stress if you actually care about people.

That's why a lot of higher-ups are sociopathic, they're able to make the right calls without any emotion. Sadly for me I got here and realized I'm a bleeding heart.