My friends like to say I am a dick because I don't tend to filter what I say which is true but they do agree that I do care about their well being. But when it comes to work I tend to be a hard working person trying to learn all they can but I always end up with them walking all over me. I blame myself for not sta doing up sooner then later. This year my boss told me, after being with the company for a year, that I need to change my demeanor. I won't lie I have been a asshole when it comes to my higher up but I did let then know that shitty behavior happens when some gets treated like shit.

There are people who are naturally assholes or very dramatic but in my case it happens after being walked on. But I dont blame myself for putting myself in that situation.

Honestly dont know where I was going with this but it feels getting this shit out of my fucking system.