As someone who was heavily bullied during my school years and I just so happen to be married to a nurse who worked through the pandemic, YTA.

My wife has very real PTSD from working during the pandemic. Medical personnel had to deal with ALOT, more than us "common folk" did.

Your PTSD from being bullied is nothing to take lightly, but two wrongs don't make a right. Their PTSD, I PROMISE YOU is very real too. And theirs involves watching people die, slow and painful deaths. People they wanted nothing more than to help or save.

You became the very thing you hated growing up by saying the things you did. You need help. Therapy or something. I mean that honestly and with sincereness.