Sorry if i write something wrong, im not a english fluent

Thanks for posting this text, really hit me hard me as a 1 year NEET with confused feelings. I'm a aspie with a strong tendency to being alone, so i always liked loneliness, going full recluse was my ideal of living i knew is possible, and when i finished School it started good, just like i though It would be, but in just 6 months i started to realise that i was obviously feeling less emotions due to my lack of interaction with people, i have times of being content but this nothingness always get back. Its just the way it is, humans are made for socializing and reproducing, and you start to feel useless If you not fullfill your musts as a human being. I always hated the class ambient when i was in school, and because of that my alone moments in my house were enjoyable, but being alone ALL the time ruins the magic, everything gets extremely boring.

The "there's a cap on how good you can feel, but there's no limit to how BAD you can feel" was so accurate that i felt i had to say something. Again, thanks for posting this text