See the thing is, you deny your nature as a triune being, so spiritual evidence is meaningless to you. So the fact that I can be aware of such as thing as "the testimony of the Holy Spirit" is nonsense to you. Whereas relying on an entirely naturalistic cosmology is nonsense to me. So in a sense we speak two different languages, and that's frustrating. So I'm sorry if I come off as a jerk but if someone asks what Christianity says about something and I answer, I feel compelled to tell the truth not some feelgood palatable corruption of it.

God has said that we all have an innate knowledge of his existence and of right and wrong, and I believe him, partially because of that spiritual evidence I mentioned, but also because accepted modern day science is so full of crap, so sure of so many things, that when you spend a semester or two learning about them, the basis is not nearly as solid as it's portrayed. Some emperor's new clothes stuff going on there imo.

I find the naturalistic explanations for our origin as a species unsatisfying, and I know of no credible naturalistic explanation for the existence of the universe itself, since the big bang is really no answer at all as it doesn't address the question of "where did the conditions for the big bang itself come from?" it just pushes the question 14 billion years into the past and essentially dodges the question.

Whereas if God was the creator of both space AND time and is a being of more than three physical dimensions, that at least could explain it. Though of course it doesn't answer where he came from, and the best answer I have for that is when God offered the insight into his nature "I am that I am" so in a sense I'm pushing back the timeline and evading the question too, but I know that at some point I'll have my answer "...we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is."

So if I come off as being short and rude it's in part because ya I'm just a jerk sometimes and I'm sorry for that but also because I see the issue in the terms Jesus used:

19And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. 21But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God