For you, maybe it's hard. But for, controller is near impossible. After my car accident, which is too long to go over, the result is my hands can't easily hold onto a controller and if I can hold one, I can barely use it due to if I grasp the controller, my hands will shake heavily and I can barely use my fingers. Now if I lay them down normally and play pc, I still suffer some pain but I don't have to grip as much and it's easier for me to play the game. Now unlike what people say about KBM, just because I play KBM doesn't mean I'm good whatsoever. The most I can hit is Gold 3 and that's through placement. For me, the best I can do is anchor for people and yet I still get fucked on hard.