That explains why you think that being a transsexual man will improve your life, when in truth it won't, you will only (terribly) harm your body.

Do you think men don't have problems? Do you think that men do not have traumas and are damaged in the head or are they invincible?

Going through all the procedures, it will happen that you will mutilate your breasts, your voice will thicken and you will become hairy from hormones, maybe a big clit and if you have surgery below in the future, that looks like a sea cucumber. Any heterosexual man, gay man, heterosexual woman and lesbian, etc., sees that the result of the bottom surgery is neither the same nor similar to a real penis that can shrink and will not grow hair on it since it is not made of skin. from the arm.

In addition, the pelvis is a tell-tale that the skeleton cannot change.

Your sister harassing you because you're weak, that's what bullies do, maybe your person inspires pity instead of being someone who is nice to be around.

As you say, your insecurities were given by your family, by your sister. The outside is not the problem, it is the inside. Therapy helps a lot for anxiety and depression and you know, a woman can be strong. A woman can be strong willed. Like Simone Segouin and Gertrude Ederle and many others.