If you’re stopping yourself from transitioning because the fash won’t stop stirring up confrontation, you’re literally letting them stop you from transitioning. Be you, be loud about it, a beating is something they can get over and a fight is what they’re looking for, but the one thing they can’t get over is minority groups living our lives happily around them. I can’t think of a better way to insult them than by forcing them to exist in the same society as us.

If you’re really, absolutely sure you won’t have the physical strength for confrontation (I’ve met many strong women though, just sayin) but still want to push back against the fash I have a suggestion for you: become a street medic. Help the injured at riots. Bring supplies, water, etc; and make sure everyone is well cared for since people get injured in situations like this.