After months of forcing myself to move on from someone I really enjoyed I let myself reach out. Forcing myself bc he didn’t want a relationship and “knowing my worth” but recently I’ve discovered that I don’t want a relationship either honestly. I was dumped pretty terribly late last year and I’ve really been working on myself. I’ve been pretty low key and keeping to myself. I’ve been lonely. I met this guy a few years back and we tried to date but it just didn’t work out. We had really good chemistry tho. We turned into a on/off fwb situation and it always kept me wanting to more. It wasn’t just the sex it was the passion I felt when he kissed me, touched me and everything in between.

I randomly text him to pls come fuck me…and did he lol. I can’t stop reliving the moment over and over again. It was on some candles lit start slow but end choking me and long stroking me. He’s so rough and gentle at the same time. I forgot how well he knows me and what I like. It was exactly what I needed I feel like I got my groove back.