Yes. Actually I lost my e-gf because of that(and the headache). Now, months that it happened, that I'm having consistently strong feelings for her. I have very confused feelings because I don't want to come back at my state, I want to fix myself, but I don't think I ever will. Can't stop thinking about her, though.

I remember that when it happened I was conflicted, it felt as if my brain was unsure if it should feel or not.

I got distant from everyone. Something that I forgot to mention is that usually, the more pain I had the more numb I was.

In high school, I didn't cared about anything, but I had friends, including one guy that was numb as well. When the first high school year was over, this guy and another girl moved to another schools, I saw no reason to keep going, and I was getting worst, so I quitted school. I was taking Efexor, and it makes me really extroverted and jokey(what I noticed when I tried it again some time ago), but it kills my libido, what really sucks because that's the only source of pleasure I have, even though I don't feel orgasms.

Some women from the school went home, they were advisers or something Idk, I remember that at the time I said something like that It doesn't matter that I have an school degree if I'm going to die(soon) anyway, this made them gave up, though I received stuff from school to do at home.

Pregabalin makes me drowsy, and a bit confused too, makes me tired, but I think it's worth it.

In 2 days I'm going to an neurologist, I'm going to see how it goes. Pregabalin alone is not enough.