I feel u. I’ve been stuck to this girl for ages, we’re really good friends and I just can’t get my mind off her. it’s like a curse. not a day goes by without randomly thinking about her. I’ve also got the same kind of thing u got going on, she’s giving me these signals all the time, but I don’t know for sure how she’s feeling about me so I’m never taking another step, afraid of what she’ll say. cuz ya know what if I’m wrong, and me tryna take this to the next level just fucks our friendship up? it’s killing me. now we’re going to different schools, and I’m actually switching to her school soon. now that REALLY sounds like a bitch move from my side, but lemme explain, when we picked schools before the summer break, I was dumb and didn’t really give a fuck what I picked and ended up picking a reaal shitty school, and in the last weeks before the break, she and I talked about it and she changed my mind completely in a couple of minutes. it was too late for me to change my choice then, so now in a couple of weeks I’ll hopefully be there on the same school as her. great school, I’ve got like 5 pals of mine going there as well. what I’m worried about is that I actually want to move on and forget about her, and also that everyone will look at me thinking I switched to that school just cuz of my sick love to her. which I’m not. I have other friends there who I haven’t seen in a while, I’m looking forward to meet them again, and also it’s so much of a better school than what I’m going to rn. however everyone will still look at me like a lil bitch. and I just don’t know, do I wanna switch to that school and have a better life in general for the next three years, but still be around her and keep this curse going, and everyone looking at me thinking I switched to that school all because she’s there, or do I want to keep going to this shitty school, be depressed and down all the time cuz of that, not even guaranteed to forget about her and move on.. shit. sorry for this long novel, just thought I’d relieve some pain by putting it in this thread since your situation reminded me of mine. I think you’ll be fine, I think we both will, we have a long road ahead of us and we’ll meet many new people and fall in love again, hopefully with the right one. stay up, and remember that you’re not alone.