Dude if you can’t even mention your future with a friend, that is 110% unfair to you to stay in that friendship. No hate but that’s selfish of them and if they don’t want to support you in that then they should move on from you. They don’t really care about your prosperity let’s be real here, if they cared they’d encourage you to ponder on it with their help instead of making you feel guilty for wanting to express your goals. I can’t even comprehend why you would allow them to treat you that way...i’m very sorry but i can’t see how they are truly your friend if they can’t push past their own issues to help you with yours. A true friend would NEVER dream of censoring your future goals/worries.