Because I didn’t think about the parts individually in my body. I was looking at my weight on the whole. I didn’t think my thighs and calves would’ve maintained their muscle after a coma with COVID and months bed bound.

I am stupid and a recent stroke survivor. The doctor confirmed my thighs were fine and said those were the best for dealing with my tremor. It’s also habit from using an epi-pen and Emgality? Idk what you want me to do about explaining myself.

Forgetting everything is a huge problem from the stroke. I may not remember this post next week and to it again. Trust me when I say I know I am stupid. Or as another long hauler said, “low IQ.”