OH MY GOSH! You're so right. Why don't I just run away into the city with no money, no roof, or a plan because I'm scared of what a seriously physical ill woman might do. This is such sound advice and in no way have I seen people take this to heart and ruin there lives early. You're right I'm not going to sit down here in my all expenses paid apartment with a huge study room that I have to my self from sunset to sunrise. I'm going to not wait until I'm legally free from her. Rather I'm going to run a way from her in a city that catches run a ways and throws them into jail or puts them in a state ward for 2 weeks. And whose foster care system is beyond broken. Yeah, also that 4.0 GPA, being a state champion in debate, honor student and being an NHS member. Fuck that, let's go run away and be homeless. Because homeless equals great educational opportunities! I might be a murder victim, oh noes. /S

I live in a state that has muslim people voting in favor of gay rights out of fear of losing jobs or being outcasts. My mom isn't going to kill me. She's even said after reading about gay hangings "those mothers should just kick them out like the hadith said but not kill them. It's Allah's job to decide death. Violent. Idiots!" I lived with my mom all my life. I know her best. She's a manipulative bitch but is smart enough not to kill. She even said "dead people can offer nothing to you better keep them alive" to me at age 4. I know that she's probably going to kick me out most likely. But she needs me around the house because she can't read or write and I'm the breadwinner. I hate to add this but she's a lot more scared of me being a murderer because if my anti social life with no empathy. We are using each other. It works out for me. I'm focusing on my education to get a full ride to college and we will never speak to each other ever again. I'm not scared but rather annoyed with her.