I took him out to dinner before the apocalypse and told him he’s a great father to our kids and I never want to take them away from him, but that we both deserve to be happy. All we do is bicker and fight all day long and I don’t want live like this anymore. I grew up in a household where my parents did nothing but fight (they still do and they’re still together ) and I don’t want to raise my kids in that environment. We are best friends and we are going to be great coparents.

I never mentioned anything about not feeling attracted to him anymore. I just couldn’t do it. I should have because he asked for a second chance to try to make it work.

We have been quarantined together since we had that talk. He acts like it never happened, but he’s been trying his best to make it work. I had an AP for a monthish and that really sealed the deal for me to forward with the divorce when timing is right. I am tired of feeling like I’m dead inside. I deserve to find someone that makes me happy.. we both do.