Is sleeping with hookers this normalized? I’d say try tinder and be honest about just wanting to fuck. Once you cross that line of paying for sex you won’t be able to uncross it and you will feel worse. Plus, why isn’t masterbation helping any? I get that it isn’t the same, yet it seems you’ve put yourself in this position by obsessing over it. My honest opinion is I’d never want to associate with someone who felt the only way they could get luck was by buying sex. You are too young to be feeling this is your only option. Get yourself in check by master bating before going near anyone so you don’t rape someone, but don’t buy it.