In what world would having your body and your sexuality commodified for the pleasure of men be more dignified if you're doing it as a last resort? How is being tied to a man for money more dignified if you're only doing it because you have to? I do not understand how you can pity yourself so much for being a wage-slave whilst misunderstanding that being in those positions is not escaping capitalism at all.

Doing sex work is reliant on your body being attractive to people, certain women might fit into the mold of what you need to look like if you want to make money on Onlyfans but it most certainly is not the majority. The fact that women are most attractive to men of ALL ages when they are in their early 20s is just one of the factors all women couldn't just give up their jobs and start an onlyfans (just for the record this isn't true the other way around). Being dependant on the "generosity" of straight men for money isn't liberating yourself from capitalism. You think that your INTELLECTUAL dignity is being hurt by being a wage slave but what about womens dignity? What about individuals who do not want to show their tits to you? You just don't understand what it feels like to be objectified day in and day out, what kind of mental toll that has on a person. Beyond women having to be wage-slaves JUST like you, they have to deal with people like you dismissing their intelligence, creativity, strength, ect.. just to only consider their worth as sexual objects. Marrying a man "for money" means that you are now basically dependant on his willingness to share what he earns with you, meaning that if he abuses you, you probably wouldn't be in a position to leave as easily as you wouldn't have the means to. Does that sound like a healthy and uplifting position to be in to you? Not to mention that women in those marriages are much more often expected to have children and to raise a family nearly all by themselves which takes an incredible amount of work around the clock for YEARS. These are just some things for you to consider.

I'm sorry if my writing is unclear, I have been quite angry since I first read your post and have tried to calm down a bit to write this.