I dont have enough information to know, so I guess I awnser these questions (I am not a doctor, so take this with a grain of salt)

1. people usually see me as akward, not disabled

2. I can befriend or date allistic/NTs, but it's hard, and I'm often lonely

3. I can handle change, but I prefer routine

4. My fidgeting is seen as annoying or quirky

5. Meeting other people's expectations is exhausting.

6. People can usually tell I have a disability

7. My social life is very limited or non-existent

8. Coping with change can be very challenging

9. My repetitive behaviors are noticeably unusual

Answer yes or no, and if you want to add context, feel free