I was close to converting islam in my younger years. Was very close to the local Ummah where we had all kinds of muslims of all colors and varying degrees of faith. It was all the same. In the beginning as an agnostic, i was met with kindness amd smiles and humble ways. The more i got closer to them, the more they began to speak freely and openly. The antisemitism is stronger than people realize. Its in the Hadiths(Al-Bukhari) that is followed by most muslims, that before the day of judgement, muslims are to kill all the jews. First red flag. They also began to speak freely about the hatred towards western culture, mostly regarding how we control(or lack thereof) our women. There is no freedom here. No freedom to choose what kind of muslim you want to be. This is all a trojan horse, to convince the west that islam is peaceful for non-believer(Kufars/Kafirs) and you can be whatever kind of muslim you wish to be. The smiles, the "kindness" etc.. its all for show. It maybe think of my mother. The woman who raised me and loved my regardless. How could I fight here values? How could I go against the freedom my grandparents sacrificed when fighting for Europe in WW2? For a religion that goes against old European values. Which, ourself, fought strong Christianity once. I dont want to go back to a time where stating the earth is the center of the universe will ve punishable with death due to heresy. You dont know islam. You dont know whats to come. And you get fooled by smiles and falsehood.