I won't continue the format, I'll just address a few key points.

First of all, I am not a native speaker - but if you want to start a slapfight about language then I will correct your entire post.

Second, the juxtaposition of you apologizing for having a bad grasp on your emotions and you also simply insulting me is interesting to say the least.

Third, the majority of your responses are essentially "Yes I know I said that this is a bad thing they do, but I did not say to change it!" which is inane and makes your original post genuinely pointless. Don't backpedal.

Fourth, if you get repeatedly downvoted on Reddit then it is your fault. Reddit is one of the most popular websites in the world, there isn't a conspiracy theory or brigades against you or a lack of normal people to understand what you say. Reddit doesn't get you very well because people don't get you very well, because you present yourself badly.