pretty much everything you listed aside from autism is something you can work with. as a tip- chronic acne might be fixed by changing/washing your pillowcase at least once a week(I had that shit up until I was 22 and changing pillowcases was like magic for me, no one taught me otherwise and I washing my bedstuff like once a month lol). try it out foreal.

look dude, I know I dont know what youre dealing with or dealt with but you have a pretty shitty outlook on things. I think if you quit with the 4chan mindset and focus on your present and future instead of thinking about how things that happened to you are fucking you up youll have a better time.

in high school I was a virgin kid that used sports as escapism from tfwno gf and a shitty family, 4 years ago I was a washed up druggie athlete with a meaningless bachelors degree, and just over a year ago I was thinking about offing myself over my gf and I splitting up after 3 years. obviously youll just take this as me not being a "real" forever alone but i dont give a fuck, my point is you can work through things instead of just giving up like you are.

have a happy NYE man.