Hi I noticed you haven't gotten any responses yet and considering it was hard for you to put this out there I just wanted to show my support! I struggle with friendships as well. I had two experiences in school where entire friend groups ditched me within a year. One was on the first day of high school. So that was fun. I know you asked for successes but for me, the successes come in accepting myself. I know I'm a good kind hearted person. I know I only want wants best for everyone. I'm always concerned about what everyone else is feeling and tend to forget the practical stuff. Maybe that's part of it. I dunno. Maybe I say things that I made them uncomfortable and I had no idea. But I know I always come from a good place and so if I'm failing this hard at friendships it is what it is. So self acceptance is my goal now.