Here's your last post from some Alcoholism subreddit, for context:

Mine these days is 4.8-5% beer. My main brands are Kronenberg, San Miguel and Heineken. I drink a lot of Brassiere from Aldi because it's cheap and tastes real similar to Kronenburg and looks the same.

I mainly drink alone in my apartment or with friends in a similar setting or watch football or boxing matches in bars.

I smoke weed everyday and need it to level me out or booze turns me real nasty.

I cannot drink liquor anymore because it turns me into a fucking beast. I will only touch it on a particularly bad coke comedown if I need to knock myself out for sleep.

I still like a bag of Columbian from time to time, but long gone are the days when I stay up for days racking up lines of filth the size of Bolivia.

I have sworn off benzos, especially Xanax. That shit is the fucking devil and I've been a month clean of them. I pray to God I have the strength to never touch that filth ever again.

You seem swell, and not some drug-addicted incel with anger issues