I have a real issue with taking my script in 2 weeks or less usually.. I found the strength once to ask to be off of it.

last year I asked for it again I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. It makes me feel amazing yet nothing has made me hate myself more, I get severe anxiety on it AND I END UP PICKING MY SKIN LIKE A METH HEAD I have scarring from the past few years. I cried uncontrollably last night because.. I just hate being off of adderall yet I'm damaging myself on it.

My skin is the thing I hate most about my body. The scarring has me.. feeling absolutely hideous. I do everything to hide it, my legs and boobs are the worst. I'm in a new relationship and I hate being embarrassed of my skin and doing everything I can to hide it.

I'm sorry. I'm a fucking mess right now because of.. you guessed it.

didn't mean for this comment to turn into this, not many will see it