Wow, that's so cool! I'll definitely check that video.

I get the feeling that a lot of these things just aren't meant for me to consume, even though I'm as much of a fan as everyone else.

This is exactly what I feel when I think of interacting in any way with certain groups. It doesn't make me uncomfortable per se but it does make me feel like maybe I shouldn't be using Bubble or using VLives because what if I write something and the idol automatically think it comes from a girl, y'know? Agh, I never had these issues with any artist before so I feel like I'm some weirdo who's making everyone uncomfortable with my own insecurities.

I do know that many idols get happy when they see fanboys at concerts or fan signs, I've seen videos lol. I just wish that they don't see us as a minority or a demographic that isn't as important as others.