My “partner” led me on or so I think, and I feel stupid now. We have been dating for 3 years and like a month ago we had a fight and he drunkenly kicked me out of our place. I knew he was serious so I started looking for a new place. However, he was still kissing me, cuddling, calling me babe and even had sex with me. So I was dumb and thought everything was fine. But, a couple days ago we were arguing and he said he still wants me out and that he was only doing those things because I liked them and he wanted me to not fight with him. Now I feel stupid and dumb because I thought he still wanted me but he was just leading me on and he can’t see that. I’m now looking for a place to move, I’m unemployed and I really don’t have family in the US. So this Christmas will be the saddest one for me.